I have not written for a long time. Where does the time go? I am amazed at all the super women out there. . Women in my life that work full time, have a family, school; a project or passion they work on and don’t forget about exercise and eating fabulous tasty nutritious meal, redecorating their home and on and on and on. I am not one of them, but I would aspire to be.
It a-m-a-z-e-s meeee, I can barely work full time and work on starting my new business and I am exhausted. I have BAD habits I tell ya! It is so hard to get those bad habits straightened out.
I feel this year for me will be all about walking by faith. Resting in the knowledge that I am taken care of. Knowing that God has my back in all things especially in my new business. All the past experience with failure surfaces and tells me I can’t, I don’t know enough, this will never work – all those lies that my head tells me, yet my heart rests in the knowledge that it’s going to be okay. I will not let my past determine my future no matter what my head tells me!
Sometimes I don’t know if my brain shuts off after 3pm and I can no longer think to write but I have all this inside and I am determined to get it out.
So let me see if I can do a better job with this blog.
Happy New Years to you all as we almost at the end of the first month of the year, I wish you peace and contentment in this coming year.
EDIT:
I wrote this in 2015. I still have bad habit’s but maybe not as bad so I am thankful for that. I still have not put myself on a writing schedule even thou I have time.
And I am learning to stop looking in the rear-view mirror and move past traumas and heartbreak and walk into my future. Let all that shit go. I still know in my heart that everything will be okay.
Blessings peeps.